... or so says one of the songs in Spring Awakening, which is, in my opinion, is just a really queer and obscene version of High School Musical. Sadly, most my theatre friends are obsessed with the first, and even worse, some are in the local youth theater's production of the second. ><

But that is, in a way, how I feel. That this isn't my life. Maybe my outlooks on some things have changed; I don't know. But I DO know that some aspects of my life are about to be changed, and very much so. I'm going to a new school next year - an art high school in San Francisco. I was so ecstatic and astonished when I found out I got in. I've made some new friends, and I'm now closer to some old ones. And... I've lost some. I'm certainly not one to hold grudges, but that does not, under any circumstances, mean that those who lost it will not have to work to gain my trust again. If you can't be nice, and if you can't put in a little effort to the relationship: I give up on you and on us.

On the other hand... even though I've gone through a lot over the past few moths, most of which I'm not going to mention now, I'm really looking forward to next week, the months to come (summer!), and next year (it'll be weird to go to school and actually enjoy it) .

Also, I'm going to delete this account and make another one... soon... I'll probably post an entry right before I do, though.